POEM: I never heard Buddy Bolden say a goddamned thing (3)
Posted 2 August, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to this poem using the player above.
The music in the audio version of the poem is “Buddy Bolden’s Blues” performed by Sidney Bechet.

I never heard Buddy Bolden say a goddamned thing
never saw Count Basie swing
never felt Duke love me madly
never heard Prez bend a note so sadly
never saw Miles though I was alive
never watched Mingus struggle to survive
never danced round and round with Monk
never moved to Lockjaw’s roundhouse funk
never smelled the flower in Billie’s hair
never tasted Coltrane’s thickly burning air
never swung my girl to Chick Webb’s drums
never stared amazed at Tatum’s thumbs
never laughed as Ella made up the words
never cried as Lacy called down the birds
never asked Jackie what made him tick
never nursed Charlie when he was sick
never bopped when Dizzy beed
never copped what Dexter’d need
never thought they had it made
never forget a note they played
AUDIO: The Poets Jazz Trio Live At The Social Justice Center (2)
Posted 15 July, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to the show using the player above.

More photos:
I had the pleasure tonight of performing a featured poetry set with the Poets Jazz Trio — poet Dan Wilcox on saxophone and percussion, poet Tom Corrado on bass, and me reading my poems and playing saxophone and percussion. We played as part of the Dan’s Third Thursday Poetry Series at the Social Justice Center in Albany. Many fine poets came out for the open mic and it was a joy to see them all. In this post, you’ll find photos from the event taken by poet Alan Catlin, along with an audio recording of the set that you can listen to with the player at the top of this post.
Thanks to Dan and Tom, and to Jason Parker of oneworkingmusician.com for his transcription assistance.
Tonight’s show was dedicated to the late jazz organist Gene Ludwig and to his wife, Pattye.
Gene Ludwig, 1937-2010 (0)
Posted 15 July, 2010 in Jazz, Music, My poems, Obits, Poetry

Organist Gene Ludwig passed away yesterday, July 14, 2010. I didn’t know him well, but he was a guest on The Jazz Session in August, 2009, and we spoke several times in person and by phone and email. Gene and his wife Pattye were extremely kind to me and to everyone with whom I saw them interact, particularly during Gene’s performance last year in Schenectady, NY. My thoughts are with Pattye and with their families at this time.
Gene’s Schenectady gig inspired a poem that appears in my book, Unexpected Sunlight. You can read the poem here at jasoncrane.org.
POEM: The Truth About Art Pepper (3)
Posted 28 May, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to this poem using the player above.
Art Pepper is my favorite alto saxophonist and one of my favorite musicians, period. I wrote this while listening to Stuttgart May 25, 1981 – Unreleased Art Vol. V. Art’s wife, Laurie, has been on The Jazz Session twice. If you’d like to learn more about Art, please listen to her appearances in 2007 and 2009.

Photo (c) Laurie Pepper
The Truth About Art Pepper
Art’s life is Synanonymous with art, the making of
with the alto saxophone, the playing of
with Ginsberg’s angel-headed hipsters, the slaying of
Art’s sound is a soaring cry that no bird of prey can outshine
he is a misty-morning muezzin atop the minaret calling the faithful
to the temple of pure emotion, architecture without artifice
Art is the inmate released, outpouring pent-up desire
archetype of the madness that bound those bound by the 50s
survivor of the plain old lives that crashed in the purple mountains
Art for Art’s sake, one foot hokey-pokeying on the ledge
the people like ants – aren’t they always? – far below
(although Art was never one to put himself above the people)
Art could play a ballad like he had Cupid’s arrow lodged between his ribs
could play the blues like he’d been struck down on a dusty road
could blaze like the nucleus of the sun, irradiating the audience with love
Art was the original Comeback Kid, cutman in his corner dabbing
his sweaty brow with a towel, handing him a new reed soaked
in the jar of blood and guts beside the ring
Art could take a punch, roll with it, let the kinetic energy of the blow
travel from his gut to his spine, slide up to his brain
there to spark the next invention, the next flight of fancy
Art is beauty and beauty is truth and therefore Art was the truth
he was the news that stays news, the last dispatch from the battlefront
Art could make the shooting stop, could arrest breath and pause time
Art’s most magical reality was that he was purely human
not carved from marble by a holy sculptor with a careful eye
but made from the same clay as we all, gifted with the breath of music
POEM: to swing you in the arms of the stars (3)
Posted 25 May, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to this poem using the player above.
A poem dedicated to the jazz musician Sun Ra, written after reading an article by Nate Chinen.

to swing you in the arms of the stars
you don’t need a rocket to get there
there wouldn’t be any there there if you got there
anyway
but HE would be there in a long robe
dime store rhinestones a glittering milky way
HE is a high priest with a congregation of everyone
arms lifted to create a horizon, the sun medallion
set into HIS space pope’s mitre
your eyelids are getting heavy, it’s all getting heavy
doo-wop be-bop swing and free
Space Is The Place for you and me
and HE and we and Muhammad Ali
the Black Christ descends from the highest peak
of the Andes, looks around slowly, sees
nothing of interest, climbs back to the summit
for some, it is just too much chaos
but there was order, too, and beauty, and reason
a cover story for those long kept under the great white thumb
isn’t the homesickness of 746 million miles
better than the sickness of a home in Alabama
where being a little green man would be preferable to being what HE is?
sure, HE had a name, HE was her man, her little boy
a baby from a womb not covered in stars
but released in blood and tears like all the rest
pushed into a world not of HIS choosing, HE chose not to be of this world
adopted for HIMSELF a new birth in the undiscovered country
fell from a new womb with the slight bounce of nine percent less gravity
as has been previously noted, we are spinning on a marble
that is whirling around a fire
the hole in the middle of the universe surrounded by black wax
HE pressed grooves into that wax and drew forth sound from the needle
while the tables turned – the polarity reversed – up was down
the black man was a cosmic prince, the king of the moonlit desert
couldn’t Pat Patrick wail over this awakening?
couldn’t John Gilmore swing you in the arms of the stars?
couldn’t HE tell you what your blood knows but your brain fears?
on the summit of the highest peak of the Andes
the Black Christ is clearing brush to make a landing place
for the ninth rocket, the one that will carry him away
we travel the spaceways from planet to planet
humming a tune born of a south too deep to bear
midwifed in stardust and held up in the harsh light of the sun for all to see
POEM: 91 (8)
Posted 18 May, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to this poem using the player above.
I wasn’t going to write about the passing of jazz pianist Hank Jones until I saw this article in the New York Times.
UPDATE: Hank Jones’ manager, Jean-Pierre Leduc, posted this in response to the NYT article:
Hank had a huge farm up in Hartwick, NY, and he had most things he needed. He was not unhappy or hermit-like. I wish he had treated himself to a bigger space (he could have lived anywhere), but it was clean and right where he wanted to be — Upper West Side. On tour he had the best suite in the best 5-star hotels, and he was on tour a lot, even very recently. The article in The Times was a clear invasion of privacy.
I considered making revisions to the poem based on this, but I don’t think that’s necessary.

(Rafa Rivas/AFP/Getty Images)
91
“On the cluttered night-table was a book of Sherlock Holmes stories.”
– From a New York Times article on what was found in jazz pianist Hank Jones’ tiny one-room apartment after his death.
the detective used the violin
as a tool to sharpen his thoughts
the pianist practiced on an electric keyboard
using headphones so he wouldn’t disturb the neighbors
91 years is a long time
to be good at something so few understand
unlike Holmes, Hank never got a chance to stand in the parlor
to explain how he’d figured it all out
how he’d arrived at the real answer
he had to depend on ears and brains and beating hearts
to understand the messages pushed into ivory
by two hands, ten fingers, a billion synapses firing
when he died they broke into his room with a hammer
it was locked from the inside
a detail the detective would have appreciated
they found rumpled sheets, accolades
long ago forgotten and newly given
manifestations of his talent not sufficient
to encapsulate the world-altering beauty of it
there is nothing elementary
about 91 years of a black man playing the piano
no sidekick to remark on just how heavily
the odds had been stacked in opposition
could even the most talented sleuth
have pieced together the long road from Detroit?
inspected the dust of a thousand thousand footsteps
and traced the route from segregated hotels
to the grandest stages in the world?
91 years is a long time to breathe in and out,
to push down on the keys, to bear the weight of memory
the memory of waiting for his time in the spotlight
yet he could have walked down any street in America
and no one would have looked twice
he was a king, an 88-keyed deity who could
swing you into the ground and could pass
completely unnoticed among the multitudes
more concerned with the camera flash
in the end he went out playing
in a world that was richer for his footsteps across the stage,
his particular selection of notes
his attention to detail, elegance
and the long slow curve of 91 years of history
POEM: Strings (10)
Posted 17 April, 2010 in Audio Poems, Music, My poems, Poetry
Listen to this poem using the player above.

Strings
Perhaps Beethoven was wrong.
This may not be the best method
of organizing groups of tightly
wound cat intestines.
Or aren’t those used anymore?
That would be foolish –
there are certainly
too many cats.
Everywhere you look, they stare
at you with disdainful eyes
before turning away in disgust
to lick their own assholes.
There are too many people, too,
if we’re being honest. Of course,
most of us can’t lick our own nether
regions – we need help for that.
But we’ve each got 25 or so feet of
intestines. We’re each like our own
string quartet, just waiting
for someone to play on us.
POEM: Amputee (2)
Posted 15 April, 2010 in Audio Poems, Jazz, Music, My poems, Poetry
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Amputee
“don’t you miss it?”
that’s always the first question
for so many years
that metal was part
of my body, wedded
to my fingertips
I would wiggle my digits
and the conjured spirits
would wail and cry
“not really” I say
fixing my expression
to sell the lie
I’m an amputee, still
feeling the ghost limb
my appendage sits in a case
that the cat peed on
in the room where
I record the voices
of women and men
who would never dream of
allowing the doctor
to complete the operation
they would leap from the table
shove past the nurse’s grasping
hands, trailing the ends of
their open hospital gowns
and screaming “not that!”
as they plunged through the
double doors into the street
me, I catch sight of it
out of the corner of my eye
feel my fingers twitch

