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POEM: soil

I went tonight to hear Petr Cancura‘s Lonesome Quartet with Petr on banjo and saxophone, Kirk Knuffke on cornet, Garth Stevenson on bass and Tyshawn Sorey on drums. I was very impressed by the music. Petr told a story about a trip he made that inspired this poem. I took a few bit of his story, changed the details and imagined the rest.

From Petr Cancura's Lonesome Quartet at Cornelia Street Cafe (7/7/11)

soil

there’s a farm outside Memphis where a hog is roasting / and the old brass-band leader’s kinfolk will welcome you to the party / even if your accent don’t quite fit

this is soil country / rooted / each one can trace from the branch all the way into the earth / you can’t play brass band music if your feet don’t touch the ground

in the old farmhouse is an even older hutch / in a cabinet in the hutch is an ancient Bible / full of blood and memory / the names are a hymn / a holy call into hallowed ground

out by the roasting pit / they’ve cleared a space for dancing / little girls standing on their fathers’ feet / young boys shoved into the arms of cousins / “come now, child, dance with her – it won’t kill you”

the old brass-band leader is right where he’s been all these years / waving his mail-order baton / cajoling music from a bunch of coots as old / as the dirt they’re standing on

later / when the kids are asleep and the band is done / the oldest of the men takes out a banjo / plucks the stars alight

there’s a farm outside Memphis / where all are welcome / this is soil country / rooted

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POEM: how the west was lost

I saw Stephan Crump‘s Rosetta Trio at Barbes in Brooklyn last month. This poem was inspired by a few phrases Stephan used while introducing the tunes. That’s his bass in the photo below.

how the west was lost

meanwhile back in the bar…
two guitar players tell road stories
sweat gliding down their faces
hands plucking phantom strings

their whiskey long drunk
their beer glasses dry
eyes unfocused by drink and memory
as the bar slowly empties

finally it’s just the bartender
wiping down the wood
half listening to the tales
he’s heard so many times

a sawdust cowboy
disappears over a distant hill
the rumble of hoofbeats
rolling through this August valley

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POEM: The Buddha of New Orleans (for Eli Asher)

This poem is dedicated to the trumpeter Eli Asher. In addition to being an inspiring musician, he came up with the phrase “Gumbo Sutra,” which inspired the rest of the poem. I started this weeks ago and finally finished it tonight. Thanks, Eli.

From Buddha In The Modern World (Ongoing Photo Essay)

The Buddha of New Orleans
(for Eli Asher)

The Buddha of New Orleans
plays trumpet on the weekends
with three guys from the Legion hall
and two oyster house waiters
who moonlight as dancers.

Clap hands, here comes Gautama!
He’s lost weight and looks more like
the Tibetan image than the Chinese version.
He swings like a gate, too.
(gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate)

He plays with time, shifting the beat.
No two members of the band
are ever in exactly the same place.
The dancers ignore them, whirling
around the stage in time to the low buzz
from the PA system.

After the gig, the band goes back to his house.
He cooks for them,
recites the Gumbo Sutra.
This has been going on for years
and they still never understand a word he says.

But something about
the way he says it
— so calm, so caring —
makes them smile over their bowls
of rice and beans.

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POEM: new york basement blues

I went to Jazz Standard tonight to see Ben Allison’s band with Michael Blake, Steve Cardenas, Jason Lindner and Rudy Royston. I wrote this poem during the show, inspired by things in the club, phrases I heard, song titles and my owned fevered imagination. The first quotation in the poem was said from the stage by Michael Blake.

Photo by jazzmix.org

new york basement blues

1.
grab your jazz hat
meet me in the bent-note basement
Jackie’s back of the bar
sloshing the occasional beer
on the tongue-colored tile

the Dutch couple near the stage
look trapped, unsure
told, perhaps, that this would be

something else

(close your eyes, dear,
and think of Holland)

2.
there was a monk on San Juan Hill
who could tell your fortune
in two bars of three

he could stop on a dime:
and give you nonsense and change

“you and me baby” he’d say
“let’s start our own country
and nobody will come”

(he had a sign in his window / it said:
MY BOSS IS KAREN CARPENTER)

3.
later, as the sleepy-eyed theater boys
slowly regain their senses
a sidewalk prophet in plaid and denim
hands us a poem by William Blake

on which he’s drawn a caricature
of Barrack Obama
hugging Margaret Thatcher

“April is the cruelest month” he says
“except for February, which I’ve never liked”

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POEM: fireflies

This poem was inspired by seeing vocalist Fay Victor and bassist Dominic Lash perform together tonight at the Evolving Music Series. Here’s an album of photos from the event, which also included Theo Bleckmann & Jay Clayton, Charles Gayle’s Forgiveness and more.

fireflies

my mouth is full of fireflies
a spring night jack-o-lantern
with glowing cheeks
my honeyed ears hum
with the soft songs of bees
and their dancing maps
there are dogs and bears and tragic lovers
haunting the April sky
a night woodsman thunks his axe into a stump
I hear a grumbling ostinato in the trees
the song of an unseen singer
calling me homeward toward my little room
filled floor to ceiling with jars of fireflies
damp with saliva

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POEM: song without words

I wrote this tonight at Bar Next Door while listening to James Shipp, Mike LaValle, Rogerio Boccato and Jo Lawry.

song without words

there is a way you sing
this song without words
that reminds me of
water touching sand

the bell falls to the ground
like a baby’s eyes opening

your fingers tap the chorro
I taste warm maté

what if we never get past
this slowly revolving door?

never get to the sunshine lands
where children play big drums
and dance without fear?

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POEM: a fundamental understanding of the nature of the universe

a fundamental understanding of the nature of the universe

you went to hug me
I shook your hand
like a key that wouldn’t turn

there’s a fake sky painted
on the ceiling of this restaurant
much bluer than the real one
held at bay by thick windows
and sitar music

everyone in here is eating alone
as if that’s okay

one of the waitresses is singing

beside the door is a box
filled with slips of paper
imparting bits of wisdom

as if life can be changed
by words on a piece of paper

(which, of course, it can)

on the piano in your living room
you played me a song that your father loved
I sat on the floor and listened

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POEM: it takes a certain kind of person

I wrote this last night at the Village Vanguard.

/ / /

it takes a certain kind of person

to pull off that many non-ironic flowers on the front of her shirt

to wear his hair in a ponytail in defiance of age stereotypes

to don red Chuck Taylors more appropriate for a man with fewer responsibilities

to absorb the needy stares of this late-night basement

to not believe that the knot in your intestines was tied by her careless fingers

to assume this verse is free when the truth is I paid for it

to sit beneath all those photographs but not know your history

to step over, to walk around, to pretend not to notice, to look away

to sit and scribble in the dark while the man in front of the curtain spills his blood

to run the tips of your fingers across the soft skin just below your throat, knowing everyone is looking

to drink that drink like you never raised your hand to another human being

to remember what I wore that night but only because you didn’t like it

to play those particular notes in that particular order

to not know that the other half of this arrangement is that you are supposed to look over here

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POEM: lipstick is poison

This is a found poem. A man sat across from me on the subway and said these words exactly in this order. I just set them as a poem. I love New York City.

lipstick is poison

a woman’s pocketbook is a transmitter
she wants to leave the fucking book at your house

and then a government missile
will blow up your house

women are government agents
secret agent man

after 10,000 years, rebel command
will be able to beat back the government

proton torpedoes
the world belongs to us

whoever possesses proton torpedoes
will be able to rule the world with an iron first

women are government agents
secret agent man

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POEM: no fences (for Amy Cervini)

I saw Amy Cervini‘s “Jazz Country” band at 55 Bar tonight. Amy was joined by Steve Cardenas, Anat Cohen and Ike Sturm. The music was gorgeous and this poem was inspired by the first song they played. I won’t name the song so you won’t have the melody and lyrics running through your head when you read the poem. And I shouldn’t have to point out, but I will, that although this is written in the first person, this is not a love poem from me to the happily married Ms. Cervini. Cool? Cool. There have been enough jazz feuds without me starting another! Anyway, enjoy the poem and go see this band.

From Amy Cervini's "Jazz Country" & Victor Prieto Trio

no fences
(for Amy Cervini)

if you had a horse
and I had a horse
we could ride horses
through our crooked village
with our clarinets
making all the children laugh
you in your circled dress
me in whatever a nearsighted fool
wears on a horse
no steeplechase for us
because our village has no fences
just streets that meet at oblique angles
and plenty of space for the angels
of our better nature to sally forth
with the sun on their wings
and clear water in their canteens
there may not be mountains
but we can see the tall buildings
and they’ll do

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POEM: in spite of clouds

in spite of clouds

you can either kiss me
or give me a consolation prize
I’m hoping you’ll choose the former
because my spare room is full
of trinkets from the could-have-beens

there may not be sunshine
but we can dance like we had
long shadows to join us
spinning on the street corner
while the dogwalkers give us space

do you remember all the times
I didn’t tell you anything?
chose not to say what I thought
and hid my true feelings
in a cloud of jokes?

does reading Shakespeare
in this coffee shop
make me a hipster?
does writing this poem
make it worse?

my friends don’t believe me
when I tell them I ride trains
with famous people
or ascend in elevators
with TV comedians

but I like to think
I’d make up better lies
if my goal were to impress
I know for certain I’d be
kissing more people in my stories

that’s what I miss most
the kisses
real ones you can feel
through your whole body
like the roller coaster dropping

these clouds can’t last forever
the sun will be all the more brilliant
for our missing it
my shadow and I are waiting
to dance with you

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POEM: sycamore

I took a crazy series of trains and buses from Manhattan to Brooklyn tonight to see a solo set by bassist John Hébert at Sycamore, a tiny basement music spot at 1118 Cortelyou Road. As it turned out, there was also a solo set by drummer Billy Mintz. I wrote this piece during Hébert’s set.

From John Hébert & Billy Mintz at Sycamore

sycamore

I am not Bob Dylan
you are not Bob Dylan’s girlfriend

here in this Brooklyn basement
we are all making eye contact
over the bulging body of the bass
filling this quaint cave with mumbled rhetoric

as if on cue all the women
on the bench close their eyes
right legs crossing left legs
as a single bead of sweat
drops from the bassist’s nose
to the threadbare rug

you know who you are
all the men have sensitive beards
you know who you are

I planted a sycamore in the backyard
so we could sit beneath it and remember

I planted a willow in the front yard
so we could sit beneath it and regret

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POEM: barrio music

Yesterday I saw Chris Washburne and SYOTOS at El Museo del Barrio. I wrote this during the gig. Some of the poem is based on the performance and things that were played and said during it, and other lines are paraphrased from the brilliant book The Mambo Kings Play Songs Of Love by Oscar Hijuelos. The last two lines are instructions given to me back when I played latin jazz for a living.

barrio music

this is sacred ground
church on Saturday
we should be dancing
led down the aisle by El Rey
like a victory parade
hips swaying, laughing
we are praying to the holy trinity
the mambo, the rumba
and the cha cha cha
James Brown, Machito and Schoenberg
this isn’t music for sitting down
when you play the clave, play the clave
and clap like your mama’s making tortillas

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POEM: again, pashal

I’m very taken with the concept of “pashal.” Here’s another poem exploring that idea.


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again, pashal

one after another
they approach the edge
of the subway platform
and look down the tunnel
for signs of a train

as if the looking
makes the train come faster

following the same impulse
each person in turn
pushes the elevator button
even when the arrow is lit

but the leaf flows downstream
taken by chance and the current
and the sidewalk leads everywhere
if you let it

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POEM: pashal

A friend taught me the Filipino word “pashal,” which, as I understand it, means to stroll or walk around without a particular plan and with the hope of discovering something. I think that’s a beautiful idea.

pashal

that the chain wouldn’t come unstuck
was a little gift, forcing us
to slow down in Grand Army Plaza
where we otherwise wouldn’t have been

a breakdancer offered to marry you
but I don’t think you accepted
and we were stuck on the one street corner
in all of New York without a Starbucks

it’s easy to forget how gorgeous it is here
then the sunshine repaints the city
and everyone smiles, remembering childhood
or their first love or a walk last summer

another friend tells me to slow down
but this isn’t a city of leisure
and everyone knows springtime
is for falling in love

even with a broken wheel
a bicycle is a beautiful thing
and sometimes what’s implied by the painting
is even better than the painting itself

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