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Category: Poem-A-Day 2013

POEM: melissa bell

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melissa bell

I can’t decide
            whether to mention
            in the context of this poem

that I’m listening to Miles Davis
reduce a bunch of young stoned minds
            to
                their
                    constituent
                        parts
at the Fillmore East in the Year of our Lord 1970

I only bring it up because some-
times there are

                    moments

            brief

                inescapable

when someone holds up the mirror to your reality
reminds you that you

            YES            YOU

are part of this immense wash of struggling humanity
and that you

            YES            YOU

can, if you choose, stand straighter and walk taller

and really this poem isn’t about Miles Davis at all

it’s just that as a white man recently turned 40

watching these two icons of black feminism

                    all I can say is yes
                    and thank you
                    and I am on my front line
                    and they are on their front lines
                    and when I look to the

left                or                right

I want to see melissa and bell

and I want to hear the cry of Miles Davis’s trumpet

and

then

we

move

forward

8 November 2013
Oak Street

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This poem was inspired by listening to this and this.

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POEM: long distance

long distance

I whisper something
into the tiny microphone
of the phone in my hand
which translates my words
into ones and zeros
sends them, via the antenna
to a tower I can just
make out
on a nearby mountain

from there my understanding
is fuzzy at best
I imagine my binary digits
shooting into the sky
breaking through the atmosphere
like invisible astronauts
on their way to the moon

they’re intercepted
by orbiting satellites
flipped like racing swimmers
against the wall of an Olympic pool
before being hurled back down
through several layers of clouds

the adventurous numbers zoom
straight toward another tower
then out to the antenna on the phone
you hold as you lie on your bed
waiting for my voice in your ear

7 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: auto dealership soundscape

auto dealership soundscape

                  clang

he bangs the metal pole in the showroom
            with the school ring on his right hand

                  thwack

the storage room door is next
            a wooden slap like water against a boat

                  clack-clack

his shined shoes clomp out an uneven rhythm
            on the square tiles of the lobby floor

                  sigh

but no one is coming in today
            and there’s nothing to do but wait

6 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: “friends”

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“friends”

I don’t even know them when I see their names

I have no recollection of ever having met them

I examine each face, hoping to trigger a memory

I think that maybe if I could see them from another
            angle, I’d know who they are

I worry sometimes that the people I really do know
            don’t need me in their lives

I wonder whether all these other people, floating
            on the edge of my awareness, are slowly
            taking the place of touches and laughter

I go through the lists, trimming here and there

I feel somewhat more satisfied when this is finished

I do all of this in a room with one table and two chairs

I can hear the neighbors laughing downstairs

I stop to listen, close my eyes, join them

5 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: at north atherton and west aaron

at north atherton and west aaron

she was crying into her phone
as she walked across the
nearly empty bank parking lot
“nothing is right” she sobbed
I caught her eye because
what else could I do
she looked away quickly
not embarrassed, just too
ensnared by heartache
to do anything but watch
half-heartedly for passing cars
trying to save her body
from what was clearly
happening to her soul

4 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: Bernie turns 11

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Bernie turns 11

the cold is a shock
as we step outside
I put one arm around him
kiss his cheek
remembering
when I could hold
his entire body
with that same arm

3 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: writing after an unplanned nap

writing after an unplanned nap

half awake like moving in Jello-O
(“J-E-LL-O means the Jell-O family”
floats into my head from before I was born)
eyes stinging, mouth dry, brain leaden and fuzzy
staring at the screen like the words
will write themselves if I wish hard enough
I cradle my jaw in my left hand
momentarily lost in a reverie
thinking that any second now I’m going to
delete this poem and start over again
like I always do

2 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: snapshot

snapshot

cold morning rain gives way
to an uncommonly warm November day
my windows are open to let in the songs
of the birds who haven’t left yet

2 November 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: you’re a pain in the ass

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you’re a pain in the ass

like the way you’re always
making me laugh so hard

or when I’m at work you
make me think of you

my cheeks get red and
my heart beats too fast

we barely know one another
but we know one another

better than either of our
partners ever could

there’s an open door now
we’re on either side of it

I guess the question is:
will either of us go through?

31 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: request

request

late-October sunlight
through the blinds
I’m lying in bed
asking you to come here
so I can see
what you’ll look like
when the sun hits your hair
and highlights the freckles
all over your body

30 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: 519

519

the sunlight from
the unseen window

bright hair framing
the soft lines of your face

your necklace dropping
below the photo’s edge

(the suggestion as tantalizing
as the image itself)

the sharp, familiar vowels
of my childhood

as close as the phone
as far as another planet

29 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: the man in the waiting room

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the man in the waiting room

my grandpa never wore
a fedora like the one
the old man is wearing
as he leans over my desk
(at least not when I knew him)

my grandpa didn’t have
the same bulbous Fields nose
showing the signs of
too many upward bends
of the elbow

but something about this man
as he asks me for a pen
to do the crossword
causes tears to fill my eyes
and I have to look away

28 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: Jack

Jack

I remember him
as a cute little blond kid
up at the big house
north of everywhere

the next time we met
he was a real person
with likes and dislikes
and a favorite shirt

“Jack writes some
great sentences”
his dad told me
(Jack comes from writers)

later, he explained
a medical video game
in great detail, full of
cuts and sutures

I smiled, wondering
what had happened
in the middle years
to create this boy

for dinner we had
homemade Indian food
Jack complimented his mom
on the meal

27 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: Thay

Thay

hanh

(for Thich Nhat Hanh)

his voice
a low, reedy
instrument
filling the hall
just a few notes
hard d’s and t’s
like punches
“we need the
mud [punch]
to make the
lotus” [pause]
someone rings
the deep bell
he waits for it
to fade away

26 October 2013
Oak Street

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POEM: this is what happened when I saw you again

this is what happened when I saw you again

your skeleton is showing like an x-ray
there’s a glow in your eyes from the flash
(I’ve seen them when they’re glowing
while you lay on top of me, palms in the grass
bending down to kiss me as hard as you could
with a summer moon like a halo around your head
or after that, upstairs on my bed, your white shirt
above me like clouds in a blue sky, a scarf
at your neck, backed by smooth white skin)
it took me by surprise, seeing you again
I’d been careful to not let that happen
I still feel the way I felt, even after
the river of words and touches became
a vast silent sea that I couldn’t cross
I wasn’t sure if those feelings were still there
but there you were and suddenly
my hands were shaking, my heart
pounding like a marathoner’s
but there was nowhere to run to
so I wrote this poem

25 October 2013
Oak Street

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