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POEM: writer’s song (revised)

Two years ago yesterday, I posted a poem called “writer’s song,” which you can read here. I came across it today and noticed a comment from my friend Carolee about a way to revise the poem. So I made some revisions. The new version is posted below. What do you think?

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writer’s song

I stand against despair
each stroke of the pen an affirmation
as ink flows into the paper like a transfusion
the arteries of the world full once more

I acknowledge dreaming
caressing the soft flesh of possibility
a gentle kiss, like an afterthought
or the smell of cookies baking

I assert my Self
one human being in a fragmented age
a hand-brake on the spinning world
an extra moment to bring life into focus

I say “I love you”
and let “you” be all the world
six billion diamond-bright minds
flowing over the earth like water

I throw a rope to a drowning man
on shore and in the water simultaneously
I take sorely needed oxygen in my lungs
to power the dreaming blood, to sing this song

5 December 2012
Auburn, AL

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POEM: Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving

She leans down to set the turkey
on the table.
Everyone looks up with reverence.
She’s been in the kitchen all day.
The room is awash in autumn browns
and reds; the colors so strong
you can almost smell them. Deep magenta
cranberry sauce — the real thing,
Not the jellied kind.
Creamy white mashed potatoes,
First plunge of the spoon.
A crock of earth-brown gravy and the smile
on Grandpa’s face. He never
Has to take seconds, because everyone
passes him their leftover turkey leg
or slice of pie.
This table holds four generations —
some who remember when a dinner
like this cost two weeks’ wages, and
the turkey was fresh-killed that
morning in the steaming barn of a
farm on the edge of town.
The littlest among them are amazed to
see so much fresh food. They don’t
understand why the meal takes
so many hours to make, and they’re tired
and a little cranky by the time fork
tings against knife.
If they’re lucky, they’ll remember enough
of this embrace of family and food to
repaint this picture for their
own children. They’ll try to explain
how Grandma’s kitchen smelled,
and they’ll be more than a little saddened
by the haze that has obscured memory.
Now, as she sets the turkey at the
head of the table, ready for his
sure hands on the carving knife,
the future is an unclouded line of
possibilities, and every year will
follow this one – warm, autumnal.

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This poem is from my book, Unexpected Sunlight. You can get the book at The Gnu’s Room (414 S. Gay St., Auburn AL) or at Babbo’s Books (242 Prospect Park West, Brooklyn NY) or online here.

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Chapter titles for my forthcoming memoir: Why I’m Single

I tweeted the first of these as a joke, but they keep occurring to me. I’ll add to this post as I think of (or more sadly, engage in) more of these.

Table Of Contents

1. I Just Parallel-Parked My Borrowed Minivan

2. I Wrote This Poem On Bar Napkins Because My Special Notebook Is In My Borrowed Minivan

3. I Stayed Up Till 2 A.M. Watching Math Videos On A Friday Night

4. I Can’t Come To Your Gig Because I Don’t Have A Car

5. I’m Watching Physics Videos In My Pajamas

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Happy Birthday, Bela Lugosi!

In honor of Bela Lugosi’s birthday, enjoy “Enchanting Transylvania,” a classic sketch by one of my heroes, Lenny Bruce. (Just click the play button above.)

And if you like this track, here’s a link to the full album:

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What’s Gnu?

Once again my life has taken a left turn. This time, though, it’s a left turn for the better.

I’m not going to Upaya Zen Center. I am instead staying in Auburn, Alabama, to become the assistant director of Gnu Arts, a nonprofit that runs a bookstore, community center, publishing imprint and (soon) a whole lot more. The Gnu’s Room, the bookstore, is where I read poetry last time I was in town.

I really fell in love with Auburn and made several good friends here. I think there’s a real chance for me to build a life here and to make an impact on a changing community.

Gnu Arts’ director is Tina Tatum (interview). She’s one of the people working hard to build a progressive, inclusive community in Auburn. She and I have become very close and she really lobbied for me to stay in town. Factor in a lovely community, low cost of living, several other good friends, and the chance to have a home my kids can come to, and it really feels like the right thing to do.

All of this happened because my friend Patrick McCurry has a Twitter account. If he hadn’t contacted me via Twitter, I never would have come to Auburn in the first place. Thanks, Patrick.

My main initial goal with Gnu Arts will be raising the money to expand the organization and pay myself. So I’ll be looking for some additional work while things get off the ground.

If you’d told me in May that I’d be living in Alabama by October, I’d have said you were nuts. But I couldn’t be happier. I’m tired of being on the move and ready to have a real life again. And I have a feeling it won’t be long before you can hear my voice on some sort of show again, too.

By the way, if you’re in Auburn, I’m reading poetry one week from today, Oct. 12 at 6 p.m. at The Gnu’s Room. Details are here. Hope to see you!

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How To Cut Your Hair — The Jason Crane Way!

OBJECTIVE: Save money by trimming your own hair. It’s easy!

STEP 1. Start with a full head of hair, like this:

STEP 2. Using beard clippers that are clearly too small to cut the hair on your head, begin cutting the hair on your head:

STEP 3. Realize to your horror that the clippers are, in fact, too small. Hurry to the local pharmacy for a larger set of clippers (cost: $35). At the suggestion of someone on the Internet, cut your hair into a temporary mohawk:

STEP 4. Attempt to fix your mistake by cutting all your hair very, very short:

STEP 5. Realize that your initial hackjob is irreparable. Remove all of your hair with a razor:

That’s it! For double the price of a trip to the local barber, you now have no hair at all! Congratulations!

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The joy of programming

I asked my friend Kate to describe what she likes about programming. Her series of IMs made for a lovely description and looked like a poem to me. Here they are, unedited.

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it’s like a logic puzzle
and when you get really into it, you can make things
and then when you get REALLY into it, you can make whatever you want
and that’s awesome
and it’s easy to lose yourself in it

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Lessons from a first-time jogger

Tonight I started jogging using one of the many couch-to-5K apps available for spacephones. Here’s what I learned:

  • My goal was to survive. I achieved my goal.
  • I covered 2.14 miles at 14 minutes per mile. That’s 4 times faster than this and half as fast as this, according to this site.
  • My phone is sentient. The first song it randomly played as I began jogging: “It’s The End Of The World As We Know It (And I Feel Fine)” by R.E.M.
  • A decent pair of shoes makes all the difference. I tried jogging a few years ago in Chuck Taylors, which were about as comfortable as jogging in geta. They killed my knees. Running shoes feel a lot better. (You’re welcome.)
  • I could have picked a better town to start jogging in than Bellefonte, PA, which is topographically similar to San Francisco.
  • My face, which is red even when I’m asleep, turns a color when I jog that alarms elderly women siting on stoops.
  • Hills. Sweet weeping Jesus. Hills.
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Tour Diary: Hand Me That Banjo, Chairman Mao

(June 27, 2012) RALEIGH, NC – I had an entire apartment to myself last night for the first time on the tour. My host, David, was kind enough to stay elsewhere and give me the use of his apartment for two nights. And just like the canoe trip last week, it reminded me how important it is to have a place of your own once in a while.

I stayed up till nearly 3 a.m., which should have been fine because I had no particular agenda today. Unfortunately, one of David’s neighbors started mowing his lawn at 8:30 a.m., so that was it for sleeping. Ah well.

I futzed around for a while, ate some of David and Carrie’s homemade bagels (fantastic!) and then produced tomorrow’s show, featuring drummer Pete Zimmer. This is one of the interviews I recorded back in New York before the tour. I have just two of those left in the can – Brandon Wright and Jerome Sabbagh, both of which will be posted in the next couple weeks.

In the middle of the morning I received a nice email from a reporter at the Opelika-Auburn News, asking for an interview about my tour. I’ll be in Auburn on Friday and Saturday. I have a poetry reading there on Friday at 7 p.m. at The Gnu’s Room and then I’ll be interviewed at the same place, same time the next night. There’ll be live music on Saturday, too, including three settings of my poems done by Patrick McCurry. The reporter called me a little later to move our interview to tomorrow. Apparently some news broke that she needed to cover. Can’t imagine what could be more newsworthy than a jazz hobo and wandering poet.

(Aside: I’m writing the first part of this diary while listening to a 2-hour celebration of Woody Guthrie courtesy of American Routes. You can stream the show here. This country has such a tradition of wanderers and hobos and tellers of stories. In my own tiny little way, I’m thrilled to be a part of that lineage. And I’m not being falsely modest when I say “tiny” – what I’ve done can’t compare to Studs Terkel or Woody Guthrie or the Lomaxes, for example. But I hope to get to that level someday.)

When the tour started, I told myself that I wanted to reinvigorate my daily meditation practice, which had slipped a bit during my final few weeks in Brooklyn as things unraveled there. I also wanted to start doing some sit-ups and push-ups each morning so I could take off some of the weight I gained over the past few months. It’s definitely possible to be a vegan and still put on pounds. I’m quite overweight for my height and I just don’t feel as healthy or full of energy as I’d like.

Well, I started out on the tour doing my daily routine of sit-ups, push-ups and meditating. I think I made it as far as the second stop on the tour (State College, PA) before I stopped. Since then, I’ve maybe meditated once or twice at the most and exercised once or twice, too. Other than walking. I’ve done a ton of walking, often carrying a heavy backpack. And I canoed seven miles. But that’s it.

One of the difficulties I’ve had is actually finding a quiet, private space in which to do those things. Particularly meditation. But that’s mostly an excuse. If I can sleep somewhere, I can also meditate there. And I could always get up early enough in the morning to have quiet before other people are up and around.

This morning, aided by having my own place, I meditated and exercised. I truly do hope to keep this going. I don’t feel particularly good about my physical self, and meditation really helps my mental state.

After all that was finished, I walked over to Carrie’s house to spend time with Carrie and David. We ate more of the yummy pasta with lamb’s quarters (not what you think) from last night, and I also had a yummy blackberry galette they’d made.

Then David and I took a walking tour of Raleigh’s downtown. I have to say, it leaves a lot to be desired. There are still some older buildings from the late 19th and early 20th centuries, but for the most part downtown Raleigh has that soulless, dead beige architecture endemic to so many modern American cities. No character at all. It looks like the whole downtown came in a kit. It’s really too bad. And it makes me appreciate the character of cities like New York that still feel like individual places.

One interesting note: A company called Empire Property owns and controls most of downtown Raleigh. According to David, the founder of Empire was the son or grandson (I think) of Mao Zedong’s personal physician, which is where the money came from to start the company. David said Empire started buying up property in downtown Raleigh when no one at all was buying downtown. He gave them credit for some of Raleigh’s revival. They’re now sitting on a lot of expensive property. On some blocks, if you leave the coffee shop and walk down the street to the restaurant or across the street to the offices, you’ll never leave property owned by Empire. The best part of all? Apparently on the top floor of Empire’s headquarters there are enormous portraits of Mao. Irony, anyone? In fact, I thought I detected a bit of the Cultural Revolution in the logo of this coffee shop, also owned by Empire:

We walked all over downtown, some of which was deserted (near the convention center) and some of which had a moderate number of people moving around and eating and such (near the legislative building). One of the best sculptures I saw was this one, titled “Presidents North Carolina Has Given The Nation” –

The three presidents are Polk, Jackson and Andrew Johnson. I’ve got to give the state credit for celebrating those three. What a trio of criminals and incompetents. Oy.

We also encountered a soldier at the memorial for fallen soldiers. I asked him if I could take his picture while he looked at the memorial, and he agreed. I wish we also erected monuments to peace activists and environmental activists and others who are working to make the world a better, less violent place.

A cool moment: I wanted to buy postcards as I’ve been doing in every town to send to donors to the tour. (You can donate here.) I walked into the North Carolina Museum of History just after they locked up the gift shop for the night. But the workers inside were kind enough to reopen it and sell me postcards. So if you get a postcard from Raleigh, you have them to thank.

Earlier in the day David had been lamenting the lack of street musicians in downtown Raleigh. Then, behind the science museum, we found Lily:

We tried to go see the Flanders art gallery, but it was closed. I did get to see the great yarn-bombed facade of the building, courtesy of Olek, who is, I’ve been told, the Banksy of the yarn world.

Instead we went to the Contemporary Art Museum. It was nice but didn’t blow me away.

Then we walked home. I got some work done, then met up with David and Carrie for some cheap Chinese food at Carrie’s place. I had planned to go hear Carl Testa play in Chapel Hill, but I’m just too tired and so I’m going to bed. I have to get up at 5 a.m. to catch the bus to Atlanta. Sorry, Carl!

Tomorrow I’m going to a Braves game. I’ll be watching from the organ booth with Matthew Kaminski, the organist for the Atlanta Braves. Friday and Saturday I’ll be in Auburn, AL. I’m reading poetry on Friday and talking about the tour on Saturday. Both nights at 7 p.m. at The Gnu’s Room in Auburn.

(If you’d like to support my tour, you can make a one-time donation and get great thank-you gifts HERE. If you’d like to become a member of The Jazz Session and make recurring monthly or yearly payments, you can do that HERE.)

I’ll leave you with this photo of a career summed up in one sign:

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“Jazz Or Bust” Bonus Track: Sandra Beasley

Listen to this interview using the player above or download the mp3.

Sandra Beasley is a poet and memoirist. She’s the author of the memoir Don’t Kill The Birthday Girl: Tales From An Allergic Life, and the poetry collections I Was The Jukebox and Theories Of Falling. This interview was conducted on June 7, 2012, in Washington, D.C. Outdoors. Near a fire station.

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POEM: the Jewish girls are running

the Jewish girls are running

the Jewish girls are running
long black skirts
fanning out behind them
long dark pony tails
flapping against their
understated sweaters
they’re laughing, these
anachronistic young women
speaking Hebrew
shouting to one another
in voices they’ll soon lose

not far away, their future selves
are pushing strollers
filled with the next generation
mothers with perfect wigs
under knit hats, wearing
the same skirts and sweaters
with some allowance
for the changes of childbirth
they are beautiful
resigned, sad, dutiful
born into a life sentence
with no chance of parole

or so imagines the atheist
who finds it all a bit ridiculous
from his lofty perch
sitting all alone with
a copy of The Stranger
at a concrete chess table
in the park

18 April 2012
Brooklyn NY

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It’s National Poetry Writing Month! A poem a day, each day in April.

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Welcome to jasoncrane.org!

Hi there! Thanks for visiting jasoncrane.org. This post is always at the top of the site to help you find your way around.

This is primarily a poetry blog. You can scroll down for my latest poems, or select the My Poetry category to get ’em all. Most of my poems have audio recordings, too, so you can hear as well as read them.

If you’d like a larger selection of performed poetry, please visit the Recorded Readings page, where you’ll find a collection of my featured readings from the past couple years.

Foothills Publishing was kind enough to publish my first book of poems in 2010, Unexpected Sunlight. Get your copy in the store. Makes a great gift, too, particularly for someone of whom you’re not all that fond.

Over on the top right of this page is a navigation menu. Farther down on the right side is a list of categories. Both of these menus will help you find specific content on the site.

I’m quite active on Twitter. You can follow me at @jasondcrane. And you’re always welcome to email me at jason@jasoncrane.org.

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